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LONG TIME NO SEE HEHE
I am so sorry hehe i was so lazy hehe
Actually today is my last day in JABEZ...
JABEZ is my first academy in the PHILIPPINES and you are one of best teacher in my life
I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME AND GAVE ME.....
THANK YOU teacher JOY ^^
FINALLY...
I got the U.S.T. HEHE
I am very thankful you to pray for me HEHE
I am sure that HE IS WITH US HEHE WE CAN DO EVERYTHING CHEER UP JOY
HUM HAHA long time no see hehe
I was too busy to abdate,,...actually it is an excuse hehe
the test from U.S.T. was .....................good hehe
If there is GOD'S WILL I will get it hehe
and I AM SURE THAT THERE IS HIS THING HEHE
actually i was too arrogant.,.....HE wants me to rely on HIM more....hehe
anyway thank you i KNOW that you always pray for me....if you didn't ....you know what i mean hehe (JUST JOKE HEHE)
SEE YOU LATER AND I HOPE IT CAN BE SOON ^^
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thank you ㅜㅜ;;
i got big problem but i would like to change it to best thing through thanking
what problems are certificate of permission for staying abroad...
its period is 29/5 but ido not have SSP which i need for extending certificate
huu...but it's my fault ..i can not blame anyone hehe
i think i have to pursue them (U.S.T.) and go back to KOREA
hehe please pray for me hehe pray to HIM anyway i am so sorry not to abdate blog hehe
i'll do my best to do it hehe i can do it with HIM
hu..tired ㅡㅡ;; these day i failed to control myself..ㅡㅡ;;
i couldn't interrupt my desire booboohehe
actually.. i am studying well...(maybe hehe)but in flesh... i can't endure....
wake up it is not what you have to do ...
anyway i went to speech power ,but i couldn't get the class again!
ah~~~~~~~~~~actually my cell phone has been out of order...they told me they texted to me...ㅡㅡ;;
i can take the class from next week hehe any way you can do everything with Him...do not be gloomy...keep Your chin up!!!!
nothing special ㅡㅡ;;
hehe actually i didn't have class in speechpower then after class in Jabez i went to dormitory..
i tried to sleep , but i read book called "education of Daniel"
it touched me so strongly...ah...i didn't change completely....i notice that ....
i earnestly requeted Him...I really want to depend on You....please be with me...
anyway i tried to forget HER thinking ......it was very hard but,...i will...
i LOVE YOU JESUS ....I WANT TO GIVE MY LIFE..EVEN the MOST PRECIOUS THING....
THANK YOU FATHER ... maybe soon I CAN DEPEND ON YOU... MAYBE I CAN give YOU everything ^^
PLEASE MAKE ME PERFECTLY...IN JESUS CHRIST...
hehe i have spent today well..hehe
first of all i was satisfied to see my girl hehe
These day my feeling is getting deeper ㅡㅡ;;
everytime i would like to see her
i have to learn how to control myself
anyway last night i went to MEGAMALL to see my churchmate hehe
we talked about our religion and our situation which OUR FATHER gave us hehe
i think it was nice hehe
actually i am nervous to take entrance exam ㅡㅡ;;
exam itself is coming to me to have too many things my hands
hehe what i only can do is pray ony pray to GOD
PAPA give me faith and power i AM RELY ON YOU!! hehe GO !!!!!!JOSEPH!!
THERE IS WHAT HE WANTS AND YOU WANT !!!!
THE Decided
Through the effect of fasting i could not sleep well
But strangely i did not feel sleepy hehe...
Anyway instead of you teacher Joel was my sub tutor..hehe
we introduce about ourselves and discuss with many thing hehe
During that class i got the message from speech power
Through the calling i got the many information
I can study there from next week and it will be monday , wednesday and friday
for three hour per day and two weeks
After two weeks I will get the entrance exam for entering U.S.T. hehe
actually I am so nervous ㅡㅡ;; hehe
But HE IS WITH ME and I WILL GET IT HEHE YOU CAN DO IT!!
ANYWAY ALL OF MY FRIENDS GOT THE CERTIFICATION OF UNIVERSITY HEHE
THANK YOU FATHER FOR YOUR LOVE TOWARD ME^^
Fasting...ㅜ.ㅜ;;
hehe i was fasting for getting reply from God hehe
actually.. my body condition was not normal...there was something to ask to me...do it....hehe
even though i was starving, but i could concentrate class....to concentrate in class is better than to be starving
hehe but it was getting painful as time goes on
hehe while i was fasting i was praying...i could pray more but...i did not...i am so sorry
anyhow when midnight was coming i was preparing food hehe
when ramen came to my mouth i felt happy..hehe
when i though about them who pray for me , it gave me power
give me power you guys hehe i will pray for you hehe
I CAN DO EVERYTHING WITH HELP OF THE LORD WHO GIVES ME THE STRENGTH I NEED
GO JOSEPH !!!!!!!!!
just. soso hehe
hehe i thought that i got the problem in my environment ㅡㅡ;;
but these day i can feel....it's me (sigh)...
I AM SO TIRED...even i have not got any physical stress, i do not know why i am so tired...
Maybe i know...myself....unconsciously...but...hehe ..i am tryingto find myself...
anyway i am so sorry to you JOY...ㅡㅡ;;and thankful
i struggle to free myself from hard time...
sometimes i am stupid cause i saw what He did ,but i could not believe
hehe please pray forme can believe...hehe go Joseph